Clown-Porn Pioneer Battles Aggressive Cancer

Hollie Stevens
Hollie Stevens is a performer at heart. With her blonde hair and amazing body, she's hard to miss. Stevens performed in the adult industry. In addition to mainstream porn, she did a lot of clown porn -- which is just what it sounds like. "I shot a lot of clown porn for amusement," says Stevens. Stevens also loved to kick-box, and she was extremely athletic. She was no different than a lot of us when we were young who believe we're invincible.

So when this very young healthy woman noticed a lump on her breast, she let it go at first.

"I noticed it and paid attention to it, but going to the doctor is hard when you don't have insurance," says Stevens.

The lump didn't go away.

"In January of last year I freaked out and went to the doctor," Stevens says. "I wasn't expecting that they would tell me I have cancer. [They did.] I felt like a bomb had just been dropped on me."

In short order, Stevens went from wondering where she was going on vacation to wondering whether she was going to live.

Because of Healthy San Francisco, the city's innovate program for health-care access, Stevens was able to seek medical treatment and have a lot of her medical bills covered. She eventually received eight treatments of chemotherapy.

"After the chemo treatment, I waited two months and I had my mastectomy," says Stevens.

While waiting to start radiation therapy she noticed her right leg was really sore. The pain became excruciating and she went in to see what was causing it. The doctors were baffled. After tests, they told Stevens she also had bone cancer.

"I am on crutches now, and they started radiation immediately," she says. "They put me through 10 treatments of radiation and they haven't been able to get rid of it."

She was scheduled for surgery Monday -- an attempt to ease some of the strain the cancer has put on her leg and hips. A new tumor has been found in her other breast. On March 28 when she went for a checkup with her oncologist, the doctors told Stevens she also had cancer on her right rib as well as her liver.

Hollie Stevens in one of her clown roles
While Stevens has coverage for most of her medical bills, some of her prescriptions are not covered. Some cost $200 each. She still must also pay rent, buy food, and go to doctors' appointments.

Stevens is on her third round of fundraising, which showed her quickly that she is not alone. In fact she relies on donations. Stevens current goal to raise is $15,000, and she has raised more than $11,000. Stevens' drive ends Friday, April 6.

One of her supporters is Laura Lasky, who works for Solace SF, which organizes care for sex workers. Lasky has been a champion for Stevens' cause. (Contact her if you want to help.) She helps Stevens complete paperwork and make sure she gets the medical care she needs. Lasky is also in charge of Stevens' current fundraiser on GiveForward.

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January Seraph
Several other friends have stepped forward. January Seraph, a professional dominatrix, is donating her skills to the cause. People who donate $50 to Stevens, as well as those who donate $500 or more, will have 30-minute and hour-long increments added to time they buy with Seraph.

I've seen some negative coverage on this story because of Stevens' job as an adult performer. That kind of press feeds into the stereotypes that already exist about sex workers. Stevens is a human being, and no one should have to deal with all of this alone. Cancer affects us all, and too many of us have either lost people to it or have fought it ourselves. People in the adult community have rallied around their friend in a way that is truly heartwarming. This illness has changed Stevens' life and it has changed the lives of the people around her forever.

Good luck, Hollie.

Vanessa L. Pinto (aka Fleur De Lis SF) documented a year of her sex life on her blog Whatever You Desire. She also blogs for the Huffington Post and is a contributing writer with Whore! Magazine. She has a degree in political science from Cal Poly San Luis Obispo.

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I hope her old friend Jolene Hui will make amends with her, just in case.  Drink lots of water, avoid sugar, and start loading up on vitamin C.  The power is with you!


Apparently there is a strong correlation between HPV and certain cancers.  Not sure if that applies in her case but it's something porn actors and hookers need to be aware of.

eric c
eric c

If you think HPV is connected to breast cancer, someone needs to beat you over the head with an anatomically correct model.

Gary Forney
Gary Forney

Amen! A great article. Hollie is indeed a human being no matter what her job. I count her as a friend and feel honored to know her! She has my unwavering support.

David K
David K

Well, good luck to her and I wish good luck to anyone and everyone who is battling cancer...

but seriously... "clown-porn pioneer????"  For fucks sake...


Actually I think it was the Dark Brothers who started clown porn in the 80's.

I know Hollie in passing, a nice girl who happens to do porn and works in other parts of the adult industry.

I don't know if the weekly allows links, it seems to be ending the 14th.

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